Blah, so i’m sitting here waiting for my phone to ring and hope that its andy :( i hate this whole like since we broke up i can’t txt him first i have to wait for him to txt. what kind of bull shit is this! : ( it really sucks. Why do relationships have to be so goddamn hard and complicated. oh wait. only mine are. why cant i just be okay with things and just let them go? oh right i’m my mothers daughter. A:LKFJAD:LKFDSL:KJFLKJ: how do i get away from it???? let him miss me.. how the fuck does that work. What if he ends up not missing me. Then what do i do? when do these tears stop, when do i get to stop choking them back. This really blows.
I’m so sick of doing everything for everone. Fuck living at home. this is gay. i live here and i have to do so much shit that my brother doesn’t because he just gets it easy! What the fuck. why did i have to get the shaft on everything. i have to clean up after him and everyone else. i have to pay for all my own shit while everyone gets their bills paid for them. WHAT The FUCK.
There are only 9 days left of classes FUCKING RIGHT!!!! i can’t wait to come home for summer!!!!!
I always know that when i’m pissed off, or missing home i have you to listen to and it just brings it all back down to earth…
late nights and sing alongs
